Thank you Steve , I have a long road to travel but the light will always be my focal point, Evil hates the light, that is the only thing I know that is certain. God works in so many ways, He will use any one to reveal Himself to the world, I like the history lesson on the origin of the sermon, Now I know why I feel so isolated in church. I give thanks to God and try to offer Him the truth when ever I worship Him. I know what I was before He saved me, I don't want to ever go back to that evil person I was.