I really wanted to be on the phone more today with customers but it was a very tiring day for me. I did get a nice lady who needed to speak with someone else. I also did get myself back in gear and did a short study from phillipians with my friend today and as it turned out it had some things to say I really needed to hear. I also went outdoors and walked on a little bridge in the yard and believe it or not for me it was like walking into a whole new world, I hadn't seen it for a while. Tears of joy are my portion today I am free in a way I have not been in years can't share it right now but I can tell you GOD IS GOOD he is GRACIOUS COMPASSIONATE and he loves loves loves me. I am praying because it is time for the daughters and sons to come home. I realize most of you will not know what I am talking bout but if you could just say a little prayer for our county I think that would be lovely. God make me willing to be purified by the fire to be identified with Christs sufferings so as to recieve the gift of his resurrection! Boy I almost sound like Paul today! TE HE TE HE!!!!!!!